I’m in a magical process right now and it is WILD…

… and gnarly. Burps and tremors and weird dreams and miracles. Because that is what a magical process is.

Part creation.

Part destruction.

Part neutral center.

(we’ll break this down if you keep reading.)

A teacher I work with recently said “miracles are just living under less laws and restrictions than everyone else.” and THAT hit. And THAT is what I want. I want to grow into the realm of straight up MIRACLES with whoever is willing and ready to get into it with me.

We get out from under invisible laws and restrictions through study and mastery, a balance of discipline and awakened instinctual force.

Discipline… to disciple. The only reason we cringe when we hear that word is because we’ve been under the influence of punishing dogma, whether we know it or not. To disciple yourself to something is a devotion… it’s power of focused attention.

Part of this magical process I’ve been in has been some pretty intensive self-inventory on areas I’m ready to improve, and the wild thing is I couldn’t have been this crystalline with it even just a year ago because I was still in the habit of being mean to myself to create change.

There is only so much self-abuse we can take, so when we don’t know how to honestly evaluate our current moment without being cruel, we’ll lie to ourselves to keep partial peace… at the expense of our  potential for growth.

This year I feel SO FUCKING proud of where I am AND so ruthlessly willing to do better. The better isn’t a judgement of what is, it’s a pulse of life saying “what if we tried this now? What if we expanded over there? Or cleaned things up a bit over there?”

Finding a turn-on of excellence that isn’t laced with the poison of comparison and judgement feels like its very own koan. I’m really into non-dual puzzles these days, though.

So back to that “law-of-three'‘ around magical processes…

If you want to “quantum leap” your life there are going to be three functions of creation at play and four dimensions of your being that have to be worked. If you’ve been frustrated by #manifesting in the past it’s because you didn’t have the science and dynamics of energy backing you up and I am SO sorry that that was the case. It is a CRIME that the SCIENCE of our mystical and magical ancestries were stolen from us, but we’re here now and we can make up for lost time, and for what the past few generations were robbed of.

Three functions. Four dimensions.

This true for healing as much as it is for creation,  because healing is an act of creation.

You have a goal or a desired reality that you want to move toward. You have to figure out what has to happen at the body level, the heart level, the mind level, and the spiritual level to put you in alignment with that already-in-existance you.

(we really breakdown these four dimensions of being in Radical Healers Immersion program, fyi.)

Then you have to get a creative force moving, a destructive force moving, and a neutralizing/organizing force moving. If you want things to change REALLY fast, you get all three spinning at once.

I had a psychedelic experience a year ago (stay with me, I swear this is related) where the plants showed me an abundant universe and on the drugs I was like “Yes! Know this! Believe this! AMAZING!” and then in the year since I’ve been like “but break it the fuck down for me… what do you MEAN resource is infinite??”.

This is the game with psychedelics, by the way: the door cracks open for you but then YOU have to do the work in sober-land to find a map back to that feeling and wisdom you downloaded. If you just keep going back to the drugs (or the kundalini yoga, or the energy work, or anything that makes you feel temporarily enlightened) you’ll keep cracking doors open without ever grounding the force in the physical plane and shit just gets weird then. Plus it disrespects the plants and the energy. Spirit reaches for us with all it’s might, but we have to lift a finger in return (as in this image). This is why magical systems are vital.

SO… I’ve spent a year being like “I need you to teach me a MATERIAL understanding of infinite resource” and this is where it ties into the three creative forces: There is more than enough energy- that becomes resource- to create anything any of us can want, dream desire…

… and it HAS to move in and out of form. You are trying to #manifest your next reality but you wont give up your current one and your current reality, once broken down, is the raw energetic material to create the next thing you want.

Something has to be destroyed. Something has to be created. Something has to be organized/stabilized.

All of my work this year is getting backed up onto more nuanced, perfected systems of magic. My 1:1 work will have alchemical processes running alongside the energetic work we do. The Radical Healers 2025 Immersion program is getting BIG magical upgrades to ensure a multilayered initiation unfolds over nine months. Primal Magic is getting both new resources and new internal processes to install the right energetics into your world so that things just start to happen, as if miraculously…

…because you and I together have discipled ourselves to the magical systems that can get you out from under invisible laws and limitations that have kept your full power & possibility bound.

Three Questions to anchor this all in:

• If there was one, tangible action that needed to be taken - or new habit that needs to drop in- to point you in the direction that you want to be going, what would it be?

• If there was one thing that absolutely needs to be surrendered to become available energy for what comes next, what would it be?

• If there was one way that you could habitually hook yourself into something greater than yourself, what would it be?

Big love, make science magical again…

Julia